why do I have to feel the emptiness in my stomach. why do I have to tap in and out of Facebook. why so I have to care what others are currently doing. why do I have to think of so many things at one go. why do I have the feeling that right now, I am not doing the right thing. why do I have to think i am wasting my time away.
Isn't this the life I always pursue?
so I hate social networking sites, I hate money that is everything in the world, I hate the need to keep busy in order to take away the loneliness, I hate to make myself suit the world. But I grow weak under all these manipulations, I sway at these temptations. I cannot determine what is the best lifestyle I want, I become a wretch eating my own words.
I am so lost. completely.
Isn't this the life I always pursue?
so I hate social networking sites, I hate money that is everything in the world, I hate the need to keep busy in order to take away the loneliness, I hate to make myself suit the world. But I grow weak under all these manipulations, I sway at these temptations. I cannot determine what is the best lifestyle I want, I become a wretch eating my own words.
I am so lost. completely.
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