jus cant help but feel like sharing. credits to janice who showed this to me!



omo!!! autumn concerto to ep 11. I LOVE XIAO LE!!! the kid is freaking cute. haha and arashi scares me today. wad's with their naked poster doing at japan train station pillar? ohno got the "SAVE ME" feel. lol. only matsumoto looks most ok with the outlook. and aiba!!! haha he looks sexy in female outfit. omo nonono, giv my male aiba back XD

mou ii yo_8:22 PM

This is how i spent my christmas this year... I CHANGED THE LAYOUT OF MY BEDROOM!

of coz, im forced to do it. but still, quite refreshing. omo can u imagine ive wiped off 2cm thick of dust behind my cupboards?! ok, i got my sis to do most of the job, coz i really hate dust, hah. and LOL one of the rubber bands stuck at dunno where dropped and BREAK. yes i mean break, it didnt snap k. it jus broke into pieces, like glass. hahaaaaa. AND I TOUCHED A DEAD BEETLE. omg let me die. was giving my barbie dolls their first ever bath, since they are buried in dust too, and i grabbed the damn black beetle. yucks, realise only after i see the legs. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

anyways, merrie merrie christmas to everyone once again! kah u are damn bo liao LOL, key out a whole christmas tree yourself. but still, appreciated! merry christmas to all others who sms me too!

mou ii yo_9:52 PM

omo. autumn concerto is damn saddening.

yes kahkah, im crying alrdy. still at ep6, stopping at guangxi's getting stabbed. really think vanness's acting skills improve alot, i can still rmb his meizuo character in meteor garden, OMG. now he is super shuai HAHA. i like his hair whoos~ yes and finally i can develop some feelings towards the vanness in my f3 poster pasted on my bedrm wall (i folded ken pig inwards coz he's too pain in the eye), haha finally found him increasingly mesmerising. oh and i shall keep reminding myself not to watch too fast, apparently the whole drama is still at ep 12 and is ending only at jan24. WALAOS. i tot it airs everyday in taiwan, since i think i saw it everyday on tv back in taiwan then. ok whatever, max 2 ep a day. oh alright, the speed is still too fast. shall divert my attention to other stuff then.

btw, christmas eve tonight. christmas' approaching. well, not much feeling, since i dun celebrate christmas except eating ham. lol. nevertheless, a MERRY CHRISTMAS to everyone~

mou ii yo_11:38 PM

The second night back from taiwan.

slept from 10pm to 1pm today, interval from 1pm to 3pm to have lunch, back to sleep from 3 to 8pm and havin dinner after it. yes im becomin a pig. surprisingly, im missing taiwan and everyone the moment i returned home with my family, a thing i wouldnt have expected even when im on the plane back to singapore. i thought ive gotten used to such gatherings and partings things, however, it doesnt seem so. 2 weeks, yes, it's no joke.

grace, who seems so irritating and always snapping at me, suddenly i miss our bickerings. baobao, a person i never thought of getting close with, u make me strong and happy, denis, the one who changed my opinion the most. ive got the best roommates after all, the earliest birds who never fail to wake me up. i miss us sitting tgt to have breakfast and denis pushing all her breakfast to chwanrong and yep, everything. even passing our room keys to hong dou or xiaoling jie. though i knew we wouldnt have the chance to experience the same trip again, how i hope we could like the bsp ppl.

i know i will miss huai hui and jun ru and pei hua. i wouldnt be so happy if u guys aint there. like me, yall slowly heated up and hey, we burn and shine really hot at the end of the trip tgt! i dun know when we can come tgt again, so i really cherish the times we spent tgt. it is a beautiful memory, indeed.

last but not least, ppl who left great memories and impressions for and on me: xiao xi, yingci, wan xin, po cheng, chwanrong, henry, ya huan, han le, eng leong, I WISH EVEYONE AN ADVANCED MERRY CHRISTMAS!

the jokes we share, the times we spend,
the gossips we laugh, the secrets we uncover,
this trip isn't a waste, it's better than the camp,
coz we learn about one another, and become real friends than true strangers.

mou ii yo_11:00 PM

MISSING ME ALRDY?! yes zxin i noe u are. WAHAHA.

ppl. it is a great day today. how great isit? well stop wondering. i stay up this late to share the joyous moments with my dear frens.

so what is it anyway?

.... EYE CANDIES!!!

well. taiwan has nothing but eye candies, of coz! wandering ard the white house and u can spot shuai ges anywhere. hahahaah. ok i dun hav the best photo out of this person, apparently ying ci got the nicest shot. so i may post it up on a later date?



haha dun mistaken. he's doin nth actually. in fact he's one of the white hse tour guide. trust me, yingci got the more attractive one. i mean photo. LOL. the others at first insist he looks okay, but i say he's not bad, in the end after seeing yingci's photo ALL agree and scream with excitement. LOL this is really funny. not bad huh my taste.

anw, sudden realisation that 少數民族 ppl look like european foreigners. why am i saying so? ok YES YES hasty generalisation, since we saw this bunch of angmoh looking performancers dancing to the song in the 少數民族 costumes and concluded both genders are super chio and handsome. well well, kindof feel sad for singapore. HAHAHAHA. sorrysorry.

as we embarked our journey to the beef noodle shop (they say it's a SUPER POPULAR shop with SUPER achievements of being CHAMPION for the BEEF NOODLES COMPETITION for consecutive dunno how many years), which i was greeted by this person upon entering.



excuse, fyi it's the person on the left. HAHA. anyway this pic isnt taken by me, epic number of failures trying to take his photo. in the end another fren of the same table help me capture the nicest pose. omg HAHA i was like laming away saying he's quite good-looking and the whole table took me seriously and tried to catch his attention and 圓 my 'dream' of havin a photo taken with him. APPARENTLY I DIN SAY I WAN TO TAKE A PHOTO WITH HIM LA, i jus want to take a photo OF him. btw it's just the sudden weird goal set to myself in my mind to challenge how many photos of shuaige i can get during this trip, i bet it's when i see the whitehouse-tourguide and have the mindset. SO omg anw the bowl of noodles came and all of them pointed at me screaming "HERE HERE HERE!!!" omgomgomg imagine how embarassed i am. i mean im not that HIGH over him or whatever, it's purely candy to the eye. whatever, so the photo above, YES he's not looking anywhere but at me actually, coz im sitting nxt to the greyshirt girl (junru =D) they continue screaming "TAKE A PHOTO WITH HER!" and i was like squirming away " NO I DUN WAN". hahah im regretting now coz the guy left and they told me he looked and me and was abt to bend down (means willing la!) to say cheese with me to the camo. AAAARGGGHS. i was too flustered then, wth. omg hua-chi disease spreading. i shld really stop gg hysterical and gaga over handsome taiwanese guys. sorry arashi, 我知錯了.

anw another event which makes me and my room mate almost faint. we tot we see ne-ne-ne. coz someone keeps ringing our doorbell but since we dun have the door eyehole thing we cant see who's outside and have to open the door, REPEATED RINGINGS AND OPENING OF THE DOOR TO SEE NO ONE OUTSIDE, we got freaked out and my room mate phoned the guys (ok idk why she phoned the guys but LUCKY she did.) apparently i think they are pranking and trying to act innocent throughout. OK though now still unconfirmed, but after confirming they're sleeping and the doorbell ringing stops. yes, it's them then. -.-

to ah pok: i got damn amused today when ppl frm other schs commented pocheng looks like a monkey. furthermore it's in front of us and him. he was quite confused why im laughing uncontrollably, i didnt dare to tell him it's because i tot so too the first time i see him. lol.

to linzhen: i bought ur present le!!! see i so nice, the first thing and present which i bought is urs. coz it's DAMN cute and i seriously love it too. hahahaha anticipate!

well guys. i got a long time ahead tmr, to be exact in 4 hrs time. so hmm, until the next post!

mou ii yo_1:46 AM

woooahhhh i like FT ISLAND!!! though im still not familiar with all the members' names, at least it think hongki and jaejin v cute. plus the so-called new member. wahahaaa.

lol anw random chanced upon a video of hongki and heechul singing haru haru. quite funny LOL.



omo they are really young (not referring to heechul) and too handsome to be neglected. ard the same age as me! and hongki's only 2years older than me AAHHHHHH. i was wondering why he look so perfect, did he have any plastic surgery? suuuper jealous anw. he looks soo cute omgosh. *forgive me but squeal!

FT ISLAND AJA!

mou ii yo_6:50 PM

沒有 you’re beautiful 的第4天

好比與情人分手一樣，我失戀了。苦澀地回味過去甜蜜的時光，那帶給我歡樂與歡笑的記憶，這些畫面無法在複製成更多令我期待的回憶了。兩個月的期間，無疑這是我的精神糧食，陪伴我走過人生首個黑暗，卻果斷地在那星期天夜晚，瀟灑堅定地與我道別。幸福過後，緊跟的是難眠的夜晚，無時無刻的惦記，整部劇情倒帶似的在腦海中重新播放N次：相見、相怨、相戀。在告一段落的結局出現之際，我也意識到長期依賴的心情真的很難釋懷，因爲下一個如此美好的戀愛不知何時才能再次降臨。也許只能待時間沖淡我深中的劇毒，讓我回歸正常生活的軌道。

不要說我神經病！真的是部令人回味的戲劇。姑且不再痛苦下去，轉而閲讀起九把刀的殺手系列。我看我真的快瘋了，這次的貓胎人也夠變態的說，割開孕婦的子宮將未出生的嬰兒丟棄給野貓腐蝕，再而把我最最最討厭的貓縫製于裏頭，我的天啊。哇靠我幹嘛沒事讀這種變態的書啊。不過，挂在懸崖不知前後的所以然更不是我的作風，還是堅持下去了，哇塞真的超佩服作者的。前後連貫，將王董與貓胎人兩者的死緊密聯結在一起，一只拇指！兩個神經病一起翹毛，其實還蠻爽的，至少沒有任何無辜的公民被牽扯下去，好一個結局。不過還是最喜歡之前的殺手月，是我排名之上上上的殺手偶像，之後可能就是藍調爵士了。兩個都經典。=）

引出一段我覺得挺接近日常生活的領悟：

這個時代，每個人的耳朵都會塞兩种東西。揮灑年輕人的，耳朵裏塞著mp3的耳機，BT下載音樂是他們的人生之道。事業有成的成年人，耳朵裏挂著汲汲營營的藍牙耳機，在公共場合展現隨時洽談生意的本領是他們提高身價的拿手好戲。

這兩种裝置都有瞬間讓使用者變成人群孤島的潛能，藉由剝奪與周遭互動的聽覺，將人傳送到某個看似風格化、卻只是以忙碌倉促作爲掩飾的孤獨裏。一旦耳朵裏塞著這兩种東西，身邊的陌生人，就永遠都是陌生人了。

mou ii yo_2:35 PM

i think i really enjoyed it. the cip trip to imh, an unforgettable one. =)

i cannt imagine myself being locked up there for years, especially without any connection to the outside world. i know facilities and events are set up trying as much to make them happy or even, forget the reason why they are there, however there is jus a limit to everything. i wont forget the time i spent with the patients, especially to the auntie i spent most of my time with. honestly, there is nothing wrong with them. in fact, i thought they are purer and clearer-minded than most of us are. and to my sudden realisation, it's not that i dont know how to interact. i open my heart quicker to those who are true and pure. that's why seeing them smile actually makes me happier than laughing with those people in so-called orientations. idk, it's jus the natural VS unnatural feeling in me which either makes me shun ppl or not. perhaps im getting to dislike the complicated world.

nevertheless, it's a rare opportunity for the bunch of us to stay out this late. =D eating macdonald may be dumb, but it's the group of ppl that matters. AINT I RIGHT?! hehe. anything may jus happen in the future, so we shld cherish what we have and can right now, coz everlasting is a lie and fallacy. sorry, but a thinking which hasnt change for years. in fact, wont.

mou ii yo_4:27 PM

wakakaka!!! last day of remedial... temporary though. but still, SHUANG!

lol i was telling pamela how i found the teaching assistant getting cuter and cuter each time i see him, she was totally influenced by me and became hua-chi after that. HAHA. not that kind of shuai-ness that you see, but the dumb+pure look's what attracting me recently. lol. OK YES, im there to study, not to go gaga over gong3 gong3 guys. ok la, purely for entertainment. coz bth of our chem's totally cmi and he was purplexing over how to explain to us. LOL. quite funny. and cute (OOPS).

fine anw, FREEDOM AT LAST! i get to wake up late AND maple AND play the com AND GO TAIWAN! actually i dun really anticipate this time's trip, bet it wont be as fun as the previous time i went with pok. firstly: the person im bunking with is a stranger frm another sch. worse of all, i saw her email which is like xxxx_5566@hotmail AND HEY, im f4 fan please. sigh and i dun think i can click with anyone, I KNOW IM JUST A LONER. yea furthermore one pathetic one. wait and see me ostracize myself. AAAARGGGGHS.

lol janice comin back frm us tmr. see her jetlag den. HAHAHA.

mou ii yo_11:57 PM

suddenly. the craze over f4 again.



looking back, since when did they start as a band? i guess ard 2001, when im abt pri3. time really flies huh, and ken zhu has gotten increasingly bloated. the other 3 instead grew more handsome+charming+cute. wonder how ahzhu feels. agree with my sis that he shld be burdened with tremendous pressure over looks and achievements. sigh though i dun really like him (dun even like him), for the sake of f4, JIAYOU ahzhu.

huang jing lun looks very dai and cute in momolove. HAHAHA. calvin appears finally, wooh yes FINALLY i see the plot going.

mou ii yo_8:29 PM

OMYGODDD!!!! JEREMY CRIED!!!

drag till today to watch you're beautiful ep14. front part was v entertaining, behind was super heart wrenching. story goes abt taekyung confessing his love and the duo spent happy times tgt, on the other hand jeremy was preparing a song to be sung in the radio station specially dedicated to minam. but instead discovered tat minam likes taekyung and went off emoing. BUT THIS ISNT NORMAL EMO K!! i can feel my tears coming when jeremy cries. it WAS REALLY SAD, WAY OFF SADDER THAN sHINWOO BEING REJECTED. what kills me off completely was jeremy and minam alighted his 'special' bus and he told minam to forget everything he said on the bus-----it's the only way jeremy can return to his old self and be 'happy jeremy', otherwise he couldnt let minam go. OHMY JEREMY, U CANT BE NICER!!! my dear jeremy~~~ *sob.

anyway, i got super amused when the drama mentions about fanfic and how fans write about triangle and boy-boy love (guilty coz im one of those who reads arashi-boys-internal-love fanfic). the scene of taekyung-jeremy-shinwoo love triangle TOTALLY reminds me of ohmiya-sakuraiba-juntoshi etc imaginations. hoho. AND the real minam popped up abit for this ep!! lol though it's common sense both characters are the same person acting, I JUS CANT GET MORE EXCITED!!! the real minam potrayed is damn zhuai3, i anticipate the ep which 'he' really comes face-to-face with the others.

OK SORRY SORRY. i forgot the most important thing. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY!!! HAHAHAHA. YES THOUGH I KNEW U WILL NEVER EVER SEE THIS BLOGPOST BUT, I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER~ be healthy always and be happy everyday! XD

mou ii yo_6:45 PM

i applied nail polish for the first time today! lol though is the colorless one. met lao lin in sch, so she accompanied me (and i accompanied her too) to slack my time off during remedial interval. that's why i got the chance to polish my nail using her nail polish, HAHAHAHA. ok i think i might be addicted to nail polish soon. my aim: A BLACK NAIL POLISH! (like matsumoto HOHO)

yay~ ive made a new blogskin on you're beautiful. anw to linzhen: the male lead in hong gil dong's actually quite shuai leh. as in he's charismatic after watching him for some time. i wanna watch beethoven after you're beautiful series is over ---- coz i dun wan mix jang geun suk's character up. AND YA. linlin proposed eating steamboat. interested anyone??! we go eat ma2 la4 huo guo la.

off to maple and ep14.

mou ii yo_6:24 PM

LOL stupid. i keep entering the wrong classroom for remedial, so embarassing.

YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL EP13!!! it's like finally~ i see happy scenes. BUT, the preview for ep14 looks like shinwoo gonna turn bad. OHNO!!! anticipating anw~

I SAVED 400 PICTURES IN MY COM of you're beautiful. lol, spent 2hrs doing it. after which half and hr savin adobe brushes and anth half on fonts. yay yay yay finally can work on new blogskins. dun dare to plug in my black mp3, was thinking the previous virus may come frm there. waiting to go sch lib and try on the com, HAHA, see whether really got virus anot. ANW i bet even if there's virus, it's the sch com that spread to my mp3 de lor. wth. rahs.

anw was wondering how to put password for my blog. i tot only can like choose the ppl to read and they have to log in to read? ENLIGHTENMENT PLEASE. ohhhh i got so interested (and regretful ) of the meteor shower. I DIN NOE UNTIL the meteor shower's over that spore can see it and that asia shld be the brightest. hmm. anw so of coz i went youtubing to 爽一下 and wooahs, how i wish i can see one. like seriously, even if ive to wait for 5hrs, i wont mind watching ONE streak of light zooming past the night sky. it's damn cool ok. OK another 30 years den, for the nxt one to come. sigh. den sidetrack off to looking at aliens and ufos. LOL. interesting leh, actually. though dunno whether to believe anot.


ok it jus look so cool. imagin staring at one in person under the night sky. whoo~ catching a falling star =)

mou ii yo_8:35 PM

after three days of hard work... ive finished shining inheritance!

mou ii yo_8:00 PM

how imba can i get.

pq-ed in the morning and failed to get slime shoes despite numerous attempts with the same old grp. decided to give up when my com hanged on me, ok it's dell's update again. so i din see the restarting com notice given and it simply closes and restarts off. kk nvm, pick frm the list of dramas and i embark on SHINING INHERITANCE! can u imagine im at ep12 alrdy? 11hrs, 12 ep. ive skipped an-hr worth of scenes. but yes, i like the 2nd lead, of coz. a trend huh, since when do i support the lead role first.

AND today marks the end of my freedom. remedials start tmr and on and on and on for two weeks, i bet i've no choice but to study then. NVM. i shall survive only with you're beautiful and shining inheritance and momo love. of coz, my maple. guys, im lvl 29 le~ 90+%. HAHAHAHAH. can provide steel ore? im short of one.

mou ii yo_11:03 PM

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