hmm..
quite sad nowadays..
aft talkin to kah, i feel even sadder.
it's really like there's no forever friendship.
everything does change, no matter how much u try to maintain it.
wonder if every relationship in the reality goes through the same way.
kah exclaimed that my thinking was too dan chun at first.
but was it really me who think too simple?
cant everything or every person or any thing remains the same way as before?
but wad made it change?
i really dont know.
nowadays, when lookin at my frens, i wonder how long our relationship can last.
maybe a yr, maybe a mth, or maybe the nxt second.
what can i do?
it was like i suddenly felt that
maybe i shouldnt put alot of feelings in it at the beginning
coz maybe i would be the one turning out being the most disappointed.
i dont really like the feel of it.
its damn and freaking sad.
sad of the whole thing, depressed over the whole issue.
没有给予希望，就不会感觉到绝望
ya, right.
i tried pullin myself together.
it's really a hard process.
but now it's really ok le.
time really heals the thing that you're hurting frm.
maybe, being alone and quite is what i really want.
the crowd doesnt suit me.
i prefer only myself.
coz, in this way, i knew i wont get hurt.
quite sad nowadays..
aft talkin to kah, i feel even sadder.
it's really like there's no forever friendship.
everything does change, no matter how much u try to maintain it.
wonder if every relationship in the reality goes through the same way.
kah exclaimed that my thinking was too dan chun at first.
but was it really me who think too simple?
cant everything or every person or any thing remains the same way as before?
but wad made it change?
i really dont know.
nowadays, when lookin at my frens, i wonder how long our relationship can last.
maybe a yr, maybe a mth, or maybe the nxt second.
what can i do?
it was like i suddenly felt that
maybe i shouldnt put alot of feelings in it at the beginning
coz maybe i would be the one turning out being the most disappointed.
i dont really like the feel of it.
its damn and freaking sad.
sad of the whole thing, depressed over the whole issue.
没有给予希望，就不会感觉到绝望
ya, right.
i tried pullin myself together.
it's really a hard process.
but now it's really ok le.
time really heals the thing that you're hurting frm.
maybe, being alone and quite is what i really want.
the crowd doesnt suit me.
i prefer only myself.
coz, in this way, i knew i wont get hurt.
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